Showing posts with label honesty. Show all posts
Showing posts with label honesty. Show all posts

Sunday, February 19, 2017

Dear Break-up,

You need to give a time .... The first step is the denial just like drinking alcohol... you say you do not have a problem with it... You basiclly denail the facts....
Second step is acceptance !!!! Acceptance is not that easy to follow up with .... There is always that thing you are mind is it or not !!!! More likely to be or not to be !!!!

When you reach the second step 'acceptance' you feel empty and upset with the physical affects such as not eating or just eating nonstop....

Then you put a distance with it.... whatever that yo are accepting.... In your mind you are rejected and ypu dont feel doing is worth it.... till the acceptance comes and concures your physical and emotional being... then you get used to the reality...

Never the less you shall need time; One day at a time...
when you notice time is passing by and you start to forget everything you shall start to feel free...

Then everything shall change, actually your self shall change and you will start to look aomthing new, something different and again this time you shall be more aware it may end...

So break-up give us a time to see and digest the process....

Friday, October 21, 2016

LOVE




Dear Love,

I thought you were not exist!!! Stupid me How I dare!!!!

I know You do exist now, please forgive me for my judgmental, stupid behavior I didn’t know any better.

I need your help… I lost hope and I now living love and with no hope and being in love is the most painful one. I have no hope but lots love; to give and to receive…

Please take it all or give  all of it…

Being like this and not practicing... you make me feel lonely not alone but lonely…

You know what is happening when you are lonely or maybe I should let you know….

I start to think and I start to find reasons not to love and I create how I can destroy you even though I need you to survive.

Now I am asking where are you and when are you going to capture me but not like this, the way I am having you…
 WHAT I WANT is;  you make the connection between ME and HIM and you to combine us and make us to last happily ever after ….

I am giving everything to you … The power to make it happen because I am again ready to give up.

Give up for good and not coming back to you again...



Dijle Koont C.H.T