Sunday, October 23, 2016


Dear Break-up,

You always make people ready by sending messages. Your messages are sent by universe ; you made people to feel more uncomfortable or just want to change the subject or just put a distance one way or another.

I apologies, I was generalizing what you are doing to everyone, although this is only me, myself and I. I thought I used to think I wasn't going to let it go this fast and also i thought he wouldn't let me go neither this fast  and of course it was an assumption as well.

I am tired i mean really tired if it is a learning experience it should not be one way it must be for both of us. Us means you and I...

Maybe, I learned the lesson from this one, it was a different lesson.... and what you need to learn ... No more giving love or sharing love... Every brake up makes me stronger and bitter for the next one. Love, you need to talk and come to an agreement WITH BREAK-UP about how to do this thing... to help me more,

Let me remind you again everything has its own reason and the core reason is to teach; you need to be aware about collateral  damage such as destroying  the person's heart.

Next time talk to LOVE and let her know what is going to happen and make love to be sure, the healed heart is not going too be killed again

Dijle Koont C.H.T

Friday, October 21, 2016


Dear Love,

I thought you were not exist!!! Stupid me How I dare!!!!

I know You do exist now, please forgive me for my judgmental, stupid behavior I didn’t know any better.

I need your help… I lost hope and I now living love and with no hope and being in love is the most painful one. I have no hope but lots love; to give and to receive…

Please take it all or give  all of it…

Being like this and not practicing... you make me feel lonely not alone but lonely…

You know what is happening when you are lonely or maybe I should let you know….

I start to think and I start to find reasons not to love and I create how I can destroy you even though I need you to survive.

Now I am asking where are you and when are you going to capture me but not like this, the way I am having you…
 WHAT I WANT is;  you make the connection between ME and HIM and you to combine us and make us to last happily ever after ….

I am giving everything to you … The power to make it happen because I am again ready to give up.

Give up for good and not coming back to you again...

Dijle Koont C.H.T

Dear Answers,

If I ask the question, there shall be an answer…. Although when I ask the question am I going to receive the answer honestly or just the answer to postpone the reality.

I know nothing but nothing is set and dry although civilizations were based on reality and the honesty, right?
In civilizations, we were told to be honest and loving although because we are civilized we start to rationalize and analyzing everything.

According to conscious mind behavior; every answer starts to come up with not the truth , anything but truth to protect our own lies with pleasure.
Answers, please let us know how true are you going to be to questions that are asked.

Dijle Koont C.H.T